I CHOSE FARM LIFE AS A SINGLE MOM—AND TODAY, SOMETHING HAPPENED THAT MADE ME STOP IN MY TRACKS
People always ask me why I did it.
Why I left the city. Why I sold almost everything I had. Why I moved out here to a patch of land that didn’t even have working plumbing when I arrived—with a baby strapped to my back and no real idea what I was doing.
The truth? I didn’t do it because I was brave.
I did it because I was tired. Tired of waiting for someone to save us. Tired of apologizing for needing help. Tired of feeling like the life I wanted was always just out of reach.
So I packed up our tiny apartment in the city and bought a piece of land. It wasn’t much—just a few acres of overgrown weeds and rocks—but it was mine. And that was all that mattered. The first few months were a blur of hard work and sleepless nights. I built a small cabin, one that creaked in the wind but kept us warm. I learned how to grow vegetables, tend to animals, and fix things with my own hands. And, of course, there was the baby—Lily, my bright-eyed girl who somehow managed to bring joy to even the most exhausting days.
Life out here was quieter. Slower. But also harder in ways I couldn’t have predicted. There were days when I wondered if I’d made a mistake. The isolation was real. I missed the convenience of a grocery store five minutes away. I missed the companionship of friends. But most of all, I missed the idea that someone, anyone, would come to help.
But as I sat on the porch one evening, rocking Lily to sleep, I realized something important: I didn’t need anyone to save us anymore. I had learned to take care of myself and my daughter. Sure, the tasks were sometimes overwhelming, and there were moments of doubt, but there was also pride in what I had built.
Still, no one really understood. Everyone in the city thought I was crazy—friends, family, even strangers on social media who asked, “Why would you want to live like that?” I often wondered if they could see what I saw when I looked out over the fields at sunrise. The quiet beauty. The peace. The freedom.
That was, until today.
It started like any other day. I woke up early, fed the chickens, watered the garden, and then spent some time fixing the fence that had gotten loose after a storm. Lily played nearby, picking dandelions and chasing butterflies. The world felt calm, like it always did. But then, something strange happened.
As I was bending down to tighten a post, I heard the sound of a car approaching. A loud engine that hadn’t been on this road in ages. I straightened up, wiping my hands on my jeans, and looked down the dusty lane. It was an old, beat-up truck—one I recognized, but couldn’t quite place.
And then it stopped.
Out stepped a man I hadn’t seen in years.
My heart skipped a beat.
It was Jeff.
Jeff was my ex-husband, Lily’s father. The one who had walked out on us when Lily was just a few months old, telling me he “couldn’t handle the responsibility” and that I’d be better off without him. He left without a second glance, and I’d spent years moving on, trying not to hate him for it.
But here he was. Standing in front of me, looking just as lost as I had felt when I first left the city.
“Hey, Emily,” he said, his voice soft but filled with uncertainty. “I… uh, I’ve been trying to find you.”
I didn’t say anything at first. I just stood there, my arms crossed, unsure of what to feel. Part of me wanted to scream at him. Part of me wanted to ask him why he was here, what he wanted. But I didn’t. I kept my voice steady as I asked, “What are you doing here?”